Valentine’s Day

In 2017, on Valentine’s Day, my partner and I experienced a life-changing event that altered the course of our relationship forever. We were deeply entrenched in a codependent and enabling dynamic, believing that our actions were right when, in reality, they were harmful.

At that time, we were consumed by addiction to crack and heroin, our drugs of choice. On February 14th, we decided to mark the occasion by acquiring our supplies from our usual dealer. As we indulged, I aided my partner in injecting the substances, being mindful to not overdo it as I also desired my own fix.

However, as I gradually returned from the effects of the drugs, I realized that my partner had not returned with me. Tragically, she had succumbed to the substances and was lifeless in my arms, leaving me to grieve the loss of the woman I had spent a decade with.

Despite the immense pain and loss, I have since found sobriety and purpose as a harm reduction specialist. Through my journey of survival and healing, I have come to realize that even in the darkest moments, there is the potential to find strength and resilience within oneself.

Today, I stand as a testament to the fact that even when it seems like all hope is lost, there is always a possibility for redemption and transformation. My story serves as a reminder that no matter how deep one may fall, it is possible to rise again and share one's experiences to inspire others on their own paths to recovery.

Carlton B.